I’ve been run over by relationships many many times in my life. I don’t mean it in a negative way. It’s just that for me, being in a relationship has always been – and will always be – an act of surrender. A kamikaze, do or die, one-way trip kind of adventure. Something akin to my love of extreme sports. I surrender to the flow – laughs, tears and fears combined. And all-in kind of thing.

I don’t keep aces, otherwise it ain’t love but a game, where the mind rules, not the heart.

This is the only true way I know I can love.

I always say I didn’t lose, because I never played a game to start with. I loved.

The dream is to, one day, love and never get run over empty and shattered, finding someone who can return the love I give away in the same shape and form. The empty love spaces get refilled. Wouldn’t it be nice.

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