There are days when nothing can just lift you up.

Then they turn into weeks.

Then months.

Then one day you look at yourself and ask – where did the last ten years of your life go?

In loneliness. And your pursuit of love and happines.

After thirty seven years, it seems there are more questions about life than answers. You realize that some – or even most of your dreams and aspirations in life will never be achieved, and there are a lot more harsh truths that you just have to learn to accept and live with.

Time is an elusive bitch.

It almost does not allow for mistakes.